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all these feelings i have shared these are my dreams that id never lived before
these are my words ive never said before i think i am doing ok this is the smile i have never shown before
















I don't know if I'm real without you
what is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you
HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU?

 
 
The restless urge of love that's worth, the burning for.
Surely it's that one comforting, love to give you more.
And this thought can be that begins
















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And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
 
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain

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You and me
Meant to be
Immutable
Impossible
It's destiny
Pure lunacy
Incalculable
Insufferable
But for the last time
You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I'd dreamed

A pure soul and beautiful you
Don't understand
Don't feel me now
I will breathe
For the both of us
Travel the world
Traverse the skies
Your home is here
Within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn
In my mind
Recast as child and mystic sage

I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every move and waking sound
In my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and your mind

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